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[07 May 2009|01:20am] |
I haven't written in this thing in effing foreverrrr.
Well, I live in fall river now..surprise, haha. I have for close to a year. Also been in a relationship for a year and a month almost!
We have a nice apartment together. We also have a fat cute bad ferret named ickus.
Cassie just moved in too which is sweet.
I work at a zoo now! Weird, I know. Kendra with a job? Believe it bitchesss! Come visit me at buttonwood park zoo:)
I still am working to better myself fully but its hard.
However, im happier than I have been in a whileee.
Things are starting to look up!yayyy. No more nonstop depressing posts.
I don't know if anyone still even reads this shit but im bored haha.
Hope everyones doing well!
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[30 Dec 2007|01:13am] |
i have nothing to write about anymore.
booo.
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[16 Jun 2007|03:19pm] |
its nice to know you like being a scumbag..
and making out with BUSTED chicks.
hahhahahahha.
hypocrite to the extreme.
EW.
i also hate pussies who talk mad shit and dont do anything about it.
but i guess thats what attracted you to her, gross..pussy, and pretty easy(seems to be what you go for now).
grow up.
i can't wait until karma bites you in the ass.at the rate you are going, you are gonna end up fucking dead...and i will honestly laugh.
ANYWAYS..
26 days until florida and i honestly cant fucking wait, i wish i was leaving tomorrow.
and i cant wait to look for apartments and to get the fuckkkk out of here.
cant waitttttttt.
oh, on a plus side though..i get to play baseball with mike belanger on sunday!:)
i also cant wait to hang out with himm.he still make me happy, even though i don't get to see/talk to him much anymore.
so yah, im hungry and in a bad mood right now.
blargh.
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[26 May 2007|05:28pm] |
You have my heart in your hands
You have my heart so don't, don't let it go...
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[08 May 2007|10:38pm] |
it would be cool to be not totally forgotten about.
or to not be completely rejected.
haaaaaa.
gotta love life.
and how fast things change and you are left in the blue.
i just wanted to maybe have a good summer, and be able to share some of it with someone special that makes me happy. i need to stop getting my hopes up.
it's sad hearing about all these young people losing their lives,
that have so much charisma, and potential..
when there's so many people who don't deserve to live, or don't even want to live..
that are still up and living, wasting their lives..me being one of those people.
so very sad.
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[14 Jan 2007|06:24am] |
tonight was fucking amazing...
and yet, i'm still sad.
ugh.
it's never ending.
i hate retarded situations that make no sense whatsoever.
boooooooooo.
kill me.
please&thanks.
♥
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[28 Dec 2006|12:52am] |
i cannot wait until you are gone.
then maybe all the drama and bullshit will finally be over for a while.
ugh.
you make me sick.
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[08 Nov 2006|04:24am] |
now you can read all the terrible shit i wrote about you;)
o wait, i havent written in here since my bday.
cause LJ isn't my personal diary to put people down in like it is for you.
but good try.
keep acting this way and i will pull a mike and post all the nasty and mean shit you say/do to me in here.
then people wont be so woe is you and think im a bitch:).
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[04 Oct 2006|11:56pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!
I am 20 now, :( haha. Still 12 at heart:)
<33
Kyle was the first to wish me a happy bday, he called me at exactly 12!well, 11:59..then said happy bday at 12:)I told him i would make it known haha.
I will add ims and messages here throughout the day, like i always do!
ThisJushtin: happy birthday first of all
ellie 4 realz: happy birthday wifey!!! i miss you
mobbs kill ess: happy birfday
KENNY PINEAU CALLED ME AT 12:50 AND SAID HAPPY BDAY!
AvengeAndAwakeJC: Happy birthday
AvengeAndAwakeJC: Adam said happy birthday
synthmescaline: so HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABBYy
Cassandra Sober: haaaapppyyy bdayyy
Katiebear887: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SLLLLLUT
knuckleduster999: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
knuckleduster999: HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOUUUUUUUUUUUU
XxS0mb3ReyeSxX: Happy birthday :-)
PopcorrnPlaya: Haaaapppyyyy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!
caiti1319: Happy Birthday!! :-)
Shame on a Megga: happy birthday my baby girl!
TheJoeTuohy: Happy Birthday Kendra!!!!!!!!
TheJoeTuohy: : )
moncheri erin: kendra!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!
xoasslikewoah: HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENDRAAAAAAAAAAA!
MFin JPEL: adn HAPPY BIRTHDAY<3
FABULOUS: happy birthday sunshine
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[20 Sep 2006|11:20pm] |
my bday is in 15 days, on october 5th.
i might have a bday dinner or something on that day(its a thursday)..probably around 5ish.
if youd be interested, dont have work/school and could come.
let me know.
<3.
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[14 Sep 2006|04:55pm] |
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everything is so shitty lately.
i feel like things just keep getting worse, and its hard to look on the bright side like i try to.
i got strep throat randomly which was cool, had to sit home everyday by myself cause my mom went away and my dad and brother work.
i have been able to eat like 2-3 things, little things in 4 days, which makes me sick.
i feel like no one cares, like i normally feel just emphasized lately.
i feel like i have no friends, unless its a thursday and its paper then people im me asking me if im going.
i feel like i sit in my bed more than i do anything, wait..i do.its all i even wanna do lately cause i feel that miserable.
its one thing to say to me "hey we need to make plans" or "i miss you". those words dont mean much when you dont follow through with anything.
i tried, im over it.i gave my effort in trying to hang out with friends and seem to get shut down everytime, and that makes me feel even worse so i gave up hoping they would try.very little effort has been made.i realize all my friends have 10x more going for them than i do, and 10x more of a life; but theres always time for friends, espeically when they feel so low...
i miss when everyone was close, when we all did stuff together all the time, when i was close to happy..when summers were fun.
well, thats loooooooong gone.
and the only person i have left that i feel cares even a little is leaving in a few months, so then im left with no one.and i feel like thats all i hear about.
cool.
and to top it all off, before i got sick i got a 40$ parking ticket in a place i didnt even park, i have to pay that.
i need money for a halloween costume, and most likely to fix my muffler.
and to buy christmas presents.
that means, all the money i have saved up to get the fuck out of here and save what sanity i have left and maybe have a chance of being happy and at a place i need/want to be is gone.
its honestly going to take me years to be able to get out of here and that makes me that much more depressed.
and all cause of my mind, fuck being mentally unstable and sick, fuck ssi and it taking forever to even get started.
fuck shitty weather which makes me feel worse.
UGHHH.
thats the end of my rant, wah wah wah.
i need olive garden and/or outback and someone to pay for it for me.
please&thanks.
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[25 Aug 2006|11:58am] |
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you don't deserve in the least bit to be happy.
and believe me, karma will catch up to you soon.
;).
as for me, im moving on!!!
tonight should be fun.
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[12 Aug 2006|03:37pm] |
i think it's safe to say this was one of the worst summer's ever.
it's really sad.
especially since it may be my last one here for a while.
ooo well.
:(.
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[23 Jul 2006|06:17pm] |
You say those fucking words, but what the fuck do they mean? Nothing.
Life is just a word that I won't say.
Love is just a word that I'll never know.
Life is just a game that I wont play.
Love is just a lie that I wont believe.
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[16 Jul 2006|01:53am] |
my heart hurts so bad.
and you do nothing but make it worse.
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[11 Jul 2006|05:28pm] |
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i wanna be a pirate.
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[23 Jun 2006|03:17pm] |
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i have so much to write, yet no motivation.
i am absolutely miserable, yet have no solution.
i hope things start to come together soon.
im sick of feeling this way.
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